Wednesday Church Night Has Got Me Thinking

Monday Sapulpa gets the day off! So Tuesday comes around and u know school is school! And don't me wrong I love school! I mean after all my dream college that I'm going to work so hard to get into is Harvard! I don't know why but that college interest me soooooo much. Anyway Tuesday I was in Geography and we were getting ready for a quiz on something!!! I can't remember!! Whoops... That class doesn't really keep u awake but I love History so I try to listen and make things interesting!! But it just wasn't working today and I don't know why but I just couldn't focus. I wasn't texting because I have my phone off at school. Because dad said:"The first time that phone is a problem say good-bye to the phone!" So I focus in classes and I make perfect grades.. But today I was thrown off something just didn't feel right.. But what? That's even a mystery to me! So Wednesday rolls around and one of my best friends rides home with me almost every Wednesday! And we go to Church together and then after that we go to my dance class! Which by the way my dance studios and my class have a competition coming up!! I'm so excited!! And I also have a Choir concert but it's not just another choir concert it's for the District Trophy!!! Anyway Zoey and I are on our way to Church and were happy walk in and get us some Hot Coco! David Kiefer starts his lesson on Jesus and God! And he starts talking towards the end of class about Jesus. And he says:"If Jesus walked in and you were watching a movie what would you do?"
Would you turn the volume down or would Jesus approve of it?
If you were listening to music would you mute it or would Jesus approve of it?
And it got me thinking all day today! If I did this right now what would God or Jesus say about it?
What would I do would I turn it down or would I turn it off or would I say hey God or hey Jesus!
All day I couldn't get that off of my mind.... It made me think about the kind of person I am and will be.
Am I a good kid or am I the type of person who walks around and puts people down?
Well there's this kid at our school named Jason Hyman! And man he is a neat kid but, everyone makes fun of him.
And everytime I see him I makes sure I stick up for him. And I ask him how his day is and how he's doing.
And I know that he feels he come to me and talk to me about anything in the world cause I told him last year;"I will,as long as I know you and see you around school, I'll always be here for you."
And David also talked about do you want to stick out?
He asked everyone and you know the sad thing is only me and 1 other girl said yes.
And David asked us how did we what to stand out in a good way or a bad way?
I said a good way! I wanna be known as the girl who's a Christian and I don't want to be labeled!
But I don't care what people think because only I know me and how I am. And no one can take that from me at all.
And here recently I got in trouble for having a Myspace and I lied to my dad about it. And I feel so bad because the picture of me that was on there. And then he found it and in a weird way I'm glad he did. I just wanna be the girl that he family can trust and I wanna ask God to forgive me for lying and the picture.
And I want my dad to ask my dad to forgive me and I want to start new with a clean slate like nothing ever happened.
And I'm sorry that I was the person to do that but now I'm ready to be...be....just to be Me!!!!
Label me what you want and I am the only person who knows me!
"Sticks and stones may brake my bones but,words will never hurts me"
God Bless you all!!!